Been busy with test after test,and upcoming exam.
Starting to learn and adapt wearing tudung..
For the very first time i wore tudung and went out with him to bugis and geylang...
&
I guess every guy want their gerl to wear tudung...
&
Especially him die2 wana buy fer me shawl+brooch...
3week fer rayer and i cnt waet to mam kuih muih...hehehe..
this rayer i gona wear purple theme which is choosen by ma family.
Im simply paiseh ppl..can u imagine ma small house is pack with 30pluss of ppl dtg rayer...
Kesian mak aku duit terkopak,satu kelas aku nk dtg rayer baek cine baek mama pon sekaki..
ntah tmpt duduk bus cukup ke tk..ahhaha
8Weeks(40days) in school and now left with 33more
days.
Back to hospital and end school on the december.
Graduate on february.
Hmm..
Still wonder if i wana further studies??
or
Straight work?
With the pay one thousand plus++
or
I would rather become staff nurse and get a pay of 2k +++...
Still searching for the ans..
More worse ma mum want me to further studies
oversea..no way!
oh my i feel old that its time for me
to independent to work or studies..
going be 19 in 8months time..
How i wish im still in nursery..
Learn to sing and enjoy ma life...
I already told myself in the previous post that would be ma last post.
However i felt like blogging today.
First day of school liao kena told this thursday ma class going to have
nursing practical test..
I was fuxing stress up wah pian!
Tomorrow pagi2 buta dh sim training pecah otak kene pressure..
More worse today first period datang tkd welcome back dh start belajar biology.
aND SUX to the max evariday balek pukul 6 snd start pukul 8...
Argh ma head gona burst...
Dear blogger im gona miss blogging again plus
no more touching lappy...
sad..
No more lala land...
=(
Had been long ive neva update ma blog..
Can i say this guy here been good to me?
Been pampered to me..
Wear for me roller blading shoe,buy the food im craving,wipes ma sweat,wait for me infront of
ma house gate,cook for me breakfast,baked a cake for ma bdae and the most touching part.
When i realised the meaning of true friends.
A true friends would help you and make your day on your bdaes.
But this guy here sacrifice himself by not eating but instead doing all the bbq while the rest of ma friends
enjoying eating the food.
Sometimes in life theres always the good and the bad.
Maybe when you read this you might be thinking so sweet of him but theres
a certain things tend to be sour.
Its a personal kind of thing but however it is
im really thankful to meet this guy.
And im sorry to say my feeling for him still lost.
Eventhought im fucking afraid to ask a break from him but i finally did.
And seriously i dun even noe whether im doing a right thing..
I guess i finally realised to stand for myself,my feelings,my happiness rather dhen seeing that person happy.
Digenggam bara cintaku itu
Bersama langkah menyusuri waktu
Kan ku terusankan menjadi debu
Debu cinta lantas pupus
Ditiup bayu yang berlalu
Kan Ku Tinggal
Kemerahan terlapak tangan
Menahan kesakitanku
Tertanyaku
Keperitan ini sebenarnya milik siapa
atau hanya untuk terpedaya
So here i am back to square one life.
Lonely emoing at home but i guess thats not the end,
theres two baby at home rock ma days.
Evengthough how desprate i always want to be loved i guess i learned ma lesson.
Just get to make myself busy so that my mind would not just focus about r/s.
Its time i should focus on ma studies.
Goodbye fb and goodbye blogging..
Will be ma last post..
Am going to M.I.A..
Semoga fajar yang wangi
memberiku restu
memulakan langkah ke arah yang direda....
